Still Here

Chapter 4: The Physics Notebook

第四章:裂缝

Chapter 4 of 10

Chapter 4 illustration

The next morning, the atmosphere in Room 302 is entirely different. The desks are the same, the green chalkboard is the same, but the social landscape has fundamentally shifted.

Mengqi sits in the front row, completely isolated. Nobody looks at her. When she tries to ask her seatmate for a spare eraser, the girl simply turns her back, pretending to be deeply absorbed in her vocabulary book. The absolute silence of the class is a collective judgment, cold and unyielding.

During the lunch break, the homeroom teacher walks up to the podium, clearing her throat. "Class, since the seating chart is changing next week, we need to clear out Xiaoyu's desk. Her parents will be coming this afternoon to collect her final belongings."

A heavy, respectful quiet settles over the room.

As soon as the teacher leaves for the faculty office, the students drift toward the cafeteria. Mengqi stays behind, pretending to organize her pencil case. When the room finally empties out, leaving only a few sleeping students in the back rows, Mengqi stands up.

Her eyes are fixed on Xiaoyu's empty desk.

With the mid-term mock exams just a week away, the academic pressure is brutal. Everyone knows that Xiaoyu, despite her quiet nature, was an absolute genius when it came to Physics. Her notebooks were legendary, filled with meticulous, multi-colored diagrams, flawless derivations, and shortcut formulas she had developed herself.

Mengqi glances around nervously, then slips down the aisle. She reaches into Xiaoyu's desk cubby, her fingers wrapping around the thick, blue spine of the Physics notebook. If she can just take it, she can copy the notes over the weekend and save her failing grades.

She pulls the notebook out, preparing to slide it into her canvas tote bag.

A hand shoots out from the side, clamping down firmly on her wrist.

"Put it back," a voice says, cold and hard.

Mengqi gasps, looking up into the dark, fierce eyes of Xu Jiang. He had entered through the back door without a sound, his face set in a grim line.

"I was just looking at it," Mengqi stammers, her face flushing crimson as she tries to wrench her arm free. "It's not like she needs it anymore."

"It belongs to her family," Xu Jiang says, his grip unyielding. He pulls the blue notebook cleanly out of her hands. "And you don't deserve to touch a single page of it."

Xiaoyu stands right beside them, watching the interaction with a surge of gratitude. She sees the absolute humiliation on Mengqi's face as the girl turns and flees from the classroom, unable to look Xu Jiang in the eye.

Xu Jiang doesn't hide the notebook away. Instead, he walks directly up to the front podium and places it under the document camera. He takes his own phone out, snaps a clean, high-resolution photo of every single page, and uploads the files directly to the class study drive.

He turns to the few students remaining in the room. "Xiaoyu's notes are the best in the grade. We should photocopy them and distribute them to everyone. It's what she would have wanted."

By the time the afternoon classes begin, every student in Grade 11 Class 3 has a neatly stapled, printed packet of Xiaoyu's Physics notes sitting on their desk. Her neat, elegant handwriting becomes the gold standard for the entire grade, her hard work preserved and celebrated by the very people who used to overlook her.

Xiaoyu sits on top of the teacher's desk, looking out at the rows of students studying her words. For the first time since her accident, she doesn't feel like a tragic ghost. She feels like she still belongs here.

第二天早晨,三零二教室的气氛完全不同了。课桌还是那些课桌,绿色黑板还是那块黑板,但社交格局已经发生了根本性的改变。

孟琪坐在第一排,完全被孤立了。没有人看她。当她试图向同桌借一块备用橡皮时,那个女生只是转过身去,假装深深地沉浸在词汇书里。班上绝对的沉默是一种集体的审判,冷酷而不妥协。

午休时间,班主任走上讲台,清了清嗓子。"同学们,因为下周要换座位表,我们需要清理小语的课桌。她父母今天下午会来取走她的最后遗物。"

一阵沉重的、充满敬意的寂静笼罩了整个教室。

老师一离开去教师办公室,同学们就陆续朝食堂走去。孟琪留了下来,假装整理铅笔盒。当教室终于空了出来,只剩下后排几个趴着睡觉的同学时,孟琪站了起来。

她的目光锁定在小语空荡荡的课桌上。

期中模拟考试只剩一周了,学业压力巨大。每个人都知道,小语虽然性格安静,但物理方面是个绝对的天才。她的笔记本是传奇般的,充满了精心绘制的多彩图表、无懈可击的推导过程和她自己总结的快捷公式。

孟琪紧张地环顾四周,然后悄悄溜到过道里。她把手伸进小语的课桌柜筒,手指抓住了那本厚厚蓝色封面的物理笔记本。如果她能拿走它,她周末就能抄完笔记,挽救她那糟糕的成绩。

她把笔记本抽出来,准备把它塞进自己的帆布托特包里。

一只手从旁边猛然伸出,牢牢地扣住了她的手腕。

"放回去,"一个声音说,冰冷而坚定。

孟琪倒吸一口气,抬头看到许江那双黑暗而锐利的眼睛。他不知何时从后门进来了,脸上带着一道严峻的线条。

"我就是看看,"孟琪结结巴巴地说,脸涨得通红,挣扎着想把手臂抽回来。"她又不需要了。"

"这应该属于她的家人,"许江说,他的握力毫不松动。他把那本蓝色笔记本从她手里干净利落地拽了出来。"而且你不配碰它哪怕一页。"

小语就站在他们旁边,带着一股感激之情注视着这场交锋。她看到孟琪脸上那种彻底的羞辱,女孩转身逃出了教室,不敢与许江对视。

许江没有把笔记本藏起来。相反,他直接走到讲台前,把它放在实物投影仪下面。他拿出自己的手机,把每一页都拍了一张清晰、高分辨率的照片,然后把文件直接上传到班级学习云盘。

他转向教室里剩下的几个同学。"小语的笔记是年级最好的。我们应该复印出来发给每个人。这一定是她想要的。"

等到下午课开始时,高一三班的每个学生课桌上都放着一份整齐装订、打印出来的小语物理笔记。她的整洁、优美的字迹成为了全年级金色的标准,她的努力被那些曾经忽视她的人保存和颂扬。

小语坐在讲台上,俯瞰着一排排正在学习她的笔记的同学。自从那场意外以来,她第一次感觉自己不像一个悲剧的幽灵。她感觉自己仍然属于这里。